inner thoughts

serendipity.

& Monday, May 12, 2008

Another ?

i got into the finals of the Miss M competition.

Feeling excited, scared, doubtful all at the same time.

I mean, its something that 99.9% of girls don't get to do, but then again what are the consequences? Will I fall into that realm and be unable to disassociate from it? If people from my future workplaces knew, will they take me less seriously?

Then again, like Michael said, I am free spirited and uninhibited. Maybe that's the reason why I joined.

I don't think 'no-harm-done' should be the right phrase to describe my situation, but I don't want to regret and think to myself 'Damn I should have gone for that' 10 years later. Afterall, I'm gonna be featured in a major men's magazine. It's not an everyday thing!

The contract has been signed, and travel arrangements have been made. So I have to go anyway. I hope the trip to Koh Samui is fun!

posted by vera ;
at 2:11 AM

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& Friday, May 02, 2008

question mark

where do I go from here?

Maybe, all I need to do, is to love my special someone.

posted by vera ;
at 12:49 AM

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