& Monday, July 28, 2008
i'm so bored
so i am blogging. haven't been often lately to post for fun. but i am SO BORED. especially my dissertation it is the most boring shite to the max. i can't tell you how much determination it takes me just to go down to the library to get some books this morning...when today i was supposed to email my tutor a draft so that he can see what i'm up to. but obviously i didn't. teehee. will try for tomorrow...or the day after...or maybe he will not see my draft at all :X
was desperate and tried the art of self delusion. yesterday, went to mike's place to spend sunday. brought my laptop and a couple of books. and baby had to play The Mummy during lunch, and The Mummy Returns during dinner. so that's about 4+ hours gone. plus when i reached his place at noontime he was sleeping so we spent an hour snuggling as usual. and when i tried to do my work between lunch and dinner i fell asleep for 2 hrs. so, out of the 11 hours i was at his place, 4+2+1=7 hours was spent NOT doing work. and for that 3 hours, take away stoning, take away time showering, take away time moping around the house. i did nothing again!!!!! urgh.
freak. i think it will be some exciting last minute action again. even though i know i am a procrastinator i did not know my procrastinating skills have reached such heavenly levels that i have not even a comprehensive outline after 3 months.
OH WELLS.
someone! HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i'm lucky i've got the 'i'm so damn intellectual' face. Esp with my tortoiseshell glasses.
(look. jing's so into her research paper, she doesn't realise her hair looks like crap.)
or maybe...
this is the new 'dumbfuck pretending to be smart by wearing glasses' runway look.
my rambling is getting out of hand. ok bye.
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vera ;at 8:08 PM
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& Saturday, July 26, 2008
my problem with occasions
i've come to the realisation that i hate occasions.well not my friends' birthdays and other people's weddings etc. i feel happy for them.but my own.birthdays, anniversaries, valentines days, christmases etc.they somehow hardly turn out good, or sometimes totally missed out on because of other stuff that has to be done (like school work, how mundane).i remember the arguments, the tension, the sadness, more than i remember the happiness, and that is never a good thing. i could probably count on 1 hand the memorable occasions (memorable AND truly enjoyable).perhaps the first valentines day: dinner by the quay. 20th birthday: surprise ring and cable car dinner. 21st birthday doesn't even count, i was too exhausted by the time it was happening. the day after that my boyfriend cooked me a nice dinner, with a bouquet of my favourite lilies and a lovely bracelet. that was sweet. one of another valentines day when i got a beautiful bouquet sent to my place. erm. erm. i can't think of anything else. i was sad on many of the rest. i must have done something really bad in my past life.its great when i feel happy, that moment of elatedness makes me feel loved. but its the memorably dragged out ones that get to me. with buckets of tears and truckloads of misunderstandings and miscommunications. i feel old, tired, and wrinkled from the loss of fluids.i FEAR the next occasion. REALLY. i don't know how to react to them anymore. i know it sounds really stupid and naive, but i wish the next occasion wouldn't come.
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vera ;at 10:49 PM
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& Monday, July 07, 2008
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vera ;at 4:09 PM
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& Thursday, July 03, 2008
very angry II
pissed off by some people.and its not even to do with me. so what if i saw it coming? so what if it wasn't true? it doesn't matter anymore. i don't even know who exactly i should put the fault on. some bitch shat in some other people's territory and expect me to clean it up for her. i'm sorry LADY, i don't feel touched by your apology delivered through courier, i am just not into LDRs, or 3rd party conferences. i can't express how irritated i am with you, it is beyond comprehension. you disturbed my life when you are not even my friend. and please keep your teeth in your mouth, not anywhere else, and leash up that boy of yours. and you, please get your story right before acting like a jackass. all along, you have not treated me as well as you could as a friend. me asking you about how you were, you don't even give a damn, give some patronising comments. now screw off, i don't care anymore. you are selfish, insecure and have a serious lack of social grace. p.s. please learn and not do this again. people do not think like you, everything is not rosy and innocent. some people don't deserve to be treated nice. next time, you can just punch him. i can't be fucked.
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vera ;at 6:05 PM
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& Wednesday, July 02, 2008
very angry
just cos i'm a daughter, doesn't mean i have to do certain things that a son can just heck care about. when i tell you what i do for you, and can you just not be so anal, you tell me not to talk to you like that. what the fuck do you want.
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vera ;at 3:19 PM
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